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| 07:42pm 08/01/2005 |
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new lj...
this one is gonna be my...fun one.
my new one is my in DEPTH one. my serious one. its private tho.
you have to be on the list :)
its...
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| Lyrics Needed... |
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| 06:53pm 06/01/2005 |
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hola. well me and ryan are over.
i need lyrics. PLEASE give me some lyrics...
"will beg for lyrics"
blehhhh
i just need some sad songs.
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| Sweet Sixteen Plans...<333 |
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| 07:32pm 05/01/2005 |
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mood:  creative music: sample music. for the party.
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the idea for the actual party....
~~~~ for my sweet sixteen we had ball. all the girls dress up in evening gowns. and the guys in tux's. sort of like a prom. its real formal. and as everybody comes in they took they're picture with me. my mom put all of the pictures in a scrapbook and gave it to me when the pictures were developed. first you need to rent out a banquet hall. then buy table cloths in your color scheme, mine were crimson and vanilla. then buy a candle for each table. once everybody arrives we opened the buffet. after everyone was finished eating we had some cake(it was a very large one) and then everybody danced for a while. then we had a father-daughter dance where me and my dad had one dance, then they played 16 candles and i danced in the spotlight with my date. as everybody came to the door, they recieved a disposable camara. this was also they're "party favor" they took pictures and developed them so they could keep them. but don't worry, my mom got plenty of pics for herself. itr was the best birthday i have ever had. it realy made me feel grown-up.
the invitations...
http://www.irasperipheralvisions.com/webpages/style01b.htm
or...
http://www.irasperipheralvisions.com/webpages/style02.htm
and then the candle lightin ceremony. where i pick 16 important people (or groups) to light a candle for me. and there is a brief verse read about me before the candle lighting.
so its formal you guys. get a dress and bring a date. cause its definetly down there. in austin. and im bringing KC with me :)
invite everyone you guys!!! julie...you know my buddies. lol
MALANEA YOU ARE MY GUEST OF HONOR. I LOVE YOU!
<333 alana
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| 10:49am 05/01/2005 |
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mood:  blah music: halo 2 music. lol
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so last night, my little brother came home from austin. he was visiting his dad. yeah i wish i could have gone. but he came home and u dont understand that i really missed him, which is wierd cause i usually hate him. but he was gone for like 1 and 1/2 weeks. and i mean i didnt miss a person to hang out with cause i hung out with PLENTY of people. dont get me wrong. but i missed my little brother. so last night. at 11:45 i was sitting out on the computer and my little brother came out of his room and said he was hungry, so i sadi get something to eat. well, he asked me to walk downstairs with him cause he was scared. so i did. and we ate. he ate cereal. i ate a pear. we were there for like 30 minutes just sitting ni the kitchen, talking. about absolutely nothing. well i finished i cleaned up, and he was like "dont leave yet" and i was like, "im not". so then we walked upstairs, he went in his room, and i got back online. and for the first time, it felt good to be needed. 1 <3 my little brother
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| The Engagment... |
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| 05:37pm 04/01/2005 |
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mood:  crushed music: badaboom
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so my dad is engaged. yeah its cool. just kind of a shocker.
i knew he loved her but hes freakin 54. didnt think he was
gonna get married again. plus my new stepsister is a freakin
psycho. ack. my dad is selling our dreamhouse and moving in
her so that means no more GORGEOUS pool table for a while. and
no more pool. they are gonna try and find a bigger house. i dno
i have always wanted a stepmom but i had no IDEA it would be her.
well.. they are gettin married next month or march. we'll see how
it goes...*sigh* hmmpf.
alana
*-*Firsts of 2005!!*-*
FiRsT....
laugh:me and grace
to say i love you:my brother. taylor.
kiss:grace! lol
real kiss: ryan :)
reserved first kiss:dont have one.
reason to cry: daddys engagment
hug:grace.
fight: myself.
complement:ryan :)
hi-five: none yet...
boyfriend: ryan :)
crush: ryan
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| 12:02pm 04/01/2005 |
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while all you austin people are at school today.
im all around town with friends. WOO HOOO haha
but i still love ya'll
peace
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| 10:58pm 01/01/2005 |
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mood:  loved
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so i saw ryan today.
greatest feeling i've
had in a while. :)
saw spanglish with KC.
cried. a lot. :)
tomorrow, ryan. most def.
i love you.
this years gonna be great.
:)
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| 12:48pm 01/01/2005 |
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mood: bitchy music: ludacris-red light district
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ok this is scary. but i have new years resolutions. but first!!!
a survey!!!.....
malanea and ct...look at #10
Bring it 2o05 !!
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
done a few things that shouldnt be mentioned; met some really great guys( one of who im linkin right about now); had psychology with some of the most orgasmic men in the universe; made lots of new friends that i hope to keep forever; stole ice cream FROM COLDSTONE; humped a stuffed animal monkey in spencers; wrote my brother jail letters; MOVED TO PLEASANTVILLE; made 3 of the greatest best friends ever; partied; met grace, the love of my love; and many more unmentionables. lol
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i didnt make any last year. but this year i am trying my hardest to keep the ones i make.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
yes... :) my friend.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
yeah. the greatest woman in the world. my great grandma. she was a pimp
5. What countries did you visit?
none that i can think of. lol
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
marriage...so i can have sex (hahaha kaci), a STABLE relationship; a car; my license MAYYYYY; a really big 16 party.; honesty; trust; detremination; good grades. ya umm more.
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory and why?
dont wanna talk about it.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
grades (passing freshmen year) and kicking rachels ass for taking my diamonda ring :)
9. What was your biggest failure?
being fake. wayyyy too fake. and not making the most of the time i had left in austin.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
i fractured my ankle in South Padre on ym chior trip in april. actually its a funny story...lol
11. What was the best thing you bought?
pants. food. cds. ummmm starbucks coffee...but the best thing i own was JOHN AND CLINTS SOULS
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
maxie, xtina at max's party, grace, anny, morgan, caitlin,umm too many
13. Whose behavior 's made you appalled and/or depressed?
morgan, anny, caitlin. myself....
14. Where did most of your money go?
shit that i didnt need and movies.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
boyfriends. and visiting austin.
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
p'poppin-ludacris
bluberry yum yum- ludacris
anything by relient k- thanks KC ilu
17. Compared to this time last year, are you: happier or sadder?
sadder cause i know its pathetic but its because im not in austin. my first new years away from my life back then. and i didnt even go to the trail of lights...shiiiiiit
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
being myself. not worrying about what other people think. going with the flow. leaping with out looking. (ash)
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
stressing and crying.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
wait next year or last year? huhhh?
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
i thought i did. i was wrong.
23. How many one-night stands?
ehh one at maxies birthday party...lol awkward
3 this summer. def dont wanna talk about it. lol
24. What was your favorite TV program?
the oc ;; csi;; fear factor;;uhhh nsdaflksdjfka
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
yeah. ronnie fucking martin. slut.
26. What was the best book you read?
every gossip girl ever.i had a frickin library in my locker. lol
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
itunes. and emo :)
28. What did you want and got?
my brother back :)
29. What did you want and not get?
happiness this summer. and to have something come up so we couldnt move away. :(
30. What were the best movies you saw for the first time this year?
napolean dynamite. anchorman. shrek 2...with justin :). butterfly effect. ehh dont wanna say anymore.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were ya?
I cried on my birthday and i turned 15. but i also went to benihana
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
being able to find a good boyfriend. not gettin caught. having a going away party. STAYING IN AUSTIN
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
uhh comfortable.
34. What kept you sane?
Music ;; Friends ;; Kyle ;; Softball with the fam ;; My Brother ;; Myself ;; Cutting ;; :( dont wanna say
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
johnny depp. and owen wilson (he was on my plane the other day)
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
uhhhh the election duh.
37. Who did you miss?
everyone and everything in austin. my brother. my grampa. my gg. and if i keep goin im gonna cry.
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
Dont Take what you have for granted. it was giving to you with a lot of thought, respect and love.
and...
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| 03:43pm 31/12/2004 |
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mood: loved music: akngfksjdf
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well first off, happy new years eve!!!
tonight i will be going to either
bashum's or "dash's" bbq. im excited.
i think i might go over to ryan's and see
him for a little bit too. i need my new
years kiss, from him. :) but its all up
to grace. shes my driver. omg i <3 that
girl so much. after i didnt see her for a
week, i felt so lonely. seriously. you dont
even know.i would do anything for my baby
gracey. and you too sistah!!!! lol
and i want to say im sorry to all of you
in austin. im sorry i wont be ringin in the
new year with all of ya'll but i hope it only
gets better for you. and its halfway over. and for
most of us. 2.5 years left til college. im
excited. well good luck to all of you. i miss you
like a bad habit!!!
HOOK EM HORNS!!! CONQUER THAT ROSE BOWL BABYYYYYY
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| 12:01am 31/12/2004 |
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mood:  ecstatic music: napolean dynamite
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ahhh eeppp. im likin ryan.
a lot. had so much fun at the
movies.me and grace played poker
with his friend. apparently, im
cool. i think this is the second
greatest thing to happen to me
up here. and the first greatest
guy i've had...im happy. and this
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| 01:02pm 29/12/2004 |
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mood: bouncy music: ludacris new cd
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hey you guysies!!! so im over the whole
kyle thing. :) and im excited about tomorrow
cause a few days ago i went to the mall, and
my friend josh brought his friend ryan, who
i think is sexy, and the feeling is mutual!!!
well we are going to see darkness tomorrow.
im happy. it will be exciting :)
and i want you guys to see what my brother did
to his dinner plates at Big Buck last night
during dinner...
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| 11:16pm 27/12/2004 |
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mood:  hot music: gcjcjhvgijgfuydrs
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so tonight...i went to the mall
with morgan and anny and caitlin
and matt and josh...and yea...and
then taylor and betsy picked us
up and we went to my house, ate,
then got dressed and went to main
event. we played laser tag and i
got 2nd to last plast. (my first
time playing :) )and the we went
bowling. and i got a 49 hahahaha
so i wanna make it a weekly thing
cause we had too much fun :)...
<33
umm i love you. but its still goin on
-kaci cant wait til new years!!! fun!!! |
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| 03:31pm 26/12/2004 |
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mood:  pissed off music: glnksnbklndgs
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everythings going wrong. my mom is seriously stressed cause we are spendin money that we DONT have. i feel really bad. a lot of it is my fault. and she bought me that prada purse, and i feel like thats the main cause. it just makes me feel so guilty. i dno. i guess im just paranoid. im not sure. i really dont know what to feel anymore...much less think.
my grades are going to keep going down. i feel like im not going to graduate on time. and that screws with a lot of things. my familys a straight-A-have-to-go-to-college-get-married-and-have-a-family type fam. the problem is i dont know if i ever want to do any of that. i really dont feel like i've lived my life to the fullest. i dont even feel like a teenager. i never felt like a kid. i dno. i just....want to get somewhere that i can think. someone to talk to. but i dont know who or what.
im scared for my brother. he has so much going on and i dont want him to get back into his bad routines.seriously. i want him to do his best, get a GED and get a good job. lets pray...
the last thing...my dad. yet some more of that.i just cant get along with him anymore. i love my dad. but i hate him. i used to be a daddys girl. i didnt love anyone but my dad. that has changed. no lie. i dont want to be around hi. i want to get along. i want to be able to love him without a worry. but he puts me down, tells me to hide my feelings in front of his girlfriend, yells and screams at me like im some kind fucking slave, makes me cry whenever i see him, tells me ( doesnt just make me feel like) that every single one of our fights is my fault, but most of all...disowned my brother. he talks bad about him. my brother is my best friend. i dont care who gets in my way, i will stand up for my brother and do anything for him. o yea. and he lies to me. about loads of stuff. like the fact that he's been with his girlfriend for 1.5 years. it told me it was 3 months. and he lied about the engagement. turns out they are ALREADY engaged...he told me they werent yet. freakin liar.
i jsut vented. it doesnt feel any better...ughhh
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| 10:56am 25/12/2004 |
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mood:  cold music: morgans here!!!!
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i got my hot pink prada purse this morning
and here it is... :
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| 10:21pm 24/12/2004 |
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mood: grrr music: halo 2 music
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christmas eve...well it was good.
we went to church. saw some nasty stuff
goin on in front of us...and then we came
home and ate. then we opened presents...
well i got a redneck calender, a pretty
cross necklace, a broach, earrings, a simon
mall gift card, and the game scene it. its
cool. it was kinda dissappointing that people
got the things i asked for. holly got the
prada purse...i asked for...and taylor got
the new cd player. but oh well. im guessin
ill live. morgans comin up tomorrow. cole and
holly are leaving. everyone else is coming up
sunday. sooo i guess ill leave you with this
one goodbye. i love you. all. and kyle broke
my heart again.
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| merry xmas eve!!! |
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| 12:08pm 24/12/2004 |
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mood:  quixotic music: medley of christmas songs
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so merry christmas eve everyone!
i miss my kaci, cait, and anny.
but im working on revenge towards
john. for saying all that stuff.
and doing all that shit. its goin
down. everyone is after you john.
you screwed with the wrong people.
well on a lighter note, today is
christmas eve, and we always open
the presents on christmas eve. so
im happy. ill post later and tell
ya'll what i got. but for now ill
post my two favorite xmas songs:
The Christmas Song
Chestnuts roasting on an open fire
Jack Frost nipping at your nose
Yuletide carols being sung by a choir
And folks dressed up like eskimos
Everybody knows a turkey and some mistletoe
Help to make the season bright
Tiny tots with their eyes all aglow
Will find it hard to sleep tonight
They know that Santa's on his way
He's bringing lots of toys and goodies on his sleigh
And every mother's child is gonna spy
To see if reindeer really know how to fly
And so I'm offering this simple phrase
To kids from one to ninety-two
Although it's been said many times, many ways
Merry Chrismas to you
And so I'm offering this simple phrase
To kids from one to ninety-two
Although it's been said many times, many ways
Merry Chrismas to you
AND...
Santa baby, slip a sable under the tree, for me
I've been an awful good girl
Santa baby, and hurry down the chimney tonight
Santa baby, an out-of-space convertible too, light blue
I'll wait up for you dear
Santa baby, and hurry down the chimney tonight
Think of all the fun I've missed
Think of all the fellas that I haven't kissed
Next year I could be oh so good
If you'd check off my Christmas list
Boo doo bee doo
Santa honey, I wanna yacht and really that's
Not a lot
I've been an angel all year
Santa baby, and hurry down the chimney tonight
Santa cutie, there's one thing I really do need, the deed
To a platinum mine
Santa cutie, and hurry down the chimney tonight
Santa baby, I'm filling my stocking with a duplex, and checks
Sign your 'X' on the line
Santa baby, and hurry down the chimney tonight
Come and trim my Christmas tree
With some decorations bought at Tiffany's
I really do believe in you
Let's see if you believe in me
Boo doo bee doo
Santa baby, forgot to mention one little thing, a ring
I don't mean a phone
Santa baby, and hurry down the chimney tonight
Hurry down the chimney tonight
Hurry down the chimney tonight
bye everyone merry christmas. i love every single one of you!
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| 11:43am 23/12/2004 |
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mood: the best ever? yeaah. music: most likely taylor talking
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hey guys.
kaci here.
if you love the new background..
i did it all!
and if you hate it..well then
aj did it all!
alana
i love you?
uhh yep definitely do.
-kaci
now its alana. ^^^^ that up there. haha shes awesome. i <3 you KC
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| 03:55pm 22/12/2004 |
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its snowing. its beautiful.
WOW
tay's home. we had a nice walk to the park.
in the snow. we talked. it was awesome.
its good. him being here and all.
makes me happy.
i love my brother.
i LOVE him.
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